Monday, June 08, 2026
are we are the last living witnesses of a world that no longer exists?
Saturday, June 06, 2026
Life has its ups and downs… don’t take it for granted..
Life has its ups and downs… don’t take it for granted..
We have a family who this am.. lost their sweet 20 something disable daughter.. And to show
how some not only talk the talk.. but walk the walk… the parents have donated organs …. In the mist of grief. They thought of
others,,
We take so much of life for granted.. Even if we know that there will be a time to
go, we still get up every morning and think of what to do today.. what is on the list of what to do .. where
are you going.. and etc.. Never thinking of the possibility you may
not be here tomorrow .. and when in
grief of losing a love one. Still able
to try to help others.. THAT IS WALKING
THE WALK, NOT JUST TALKING THE
TALK,,
RIP Sweet Natalie…
Sunday, May 24, 2026
time does not heal all things..
this picture... is one sent to me May 25, 2017..... it was taken by my oldest daughter.... just two hours before she passed away from a massive heart attack on her front lawn.....
as one lives the days, months and years.. it feeling never leaves... why? One ask God, WHY.. even more so with me.. because of some misunderstanding.. we missed out on 20 years.. THANKFULLY.. GOD WAS KIND.. and we started talking 2 years before she passed.. She was a great lady.. think not? Oh yeah, there was a large crowd.. at her celebration of life...standing room only.. and 90% of them were brave enough to stand and tell how she made a difference in their lives.. From adult were teens at camp with her and her husband Kevin... friends who were close... with her and her second husband Miles.. and the great travels they had.. her grandchildren... and granddaughter was like second skin to her.. and the grandson, she was lucky to see just a couple weeks before she passed..
I am sure she is up there keeping tabs on us.. protecting her family... she just has a way like that. Don't get me wrong.. I use to refer to her over the years... she was LUCY from Charle Brown days.. the organizer... run the show.. just ask her siblings.. but loved by all... MISS YA... KID.. Time does not heal all things.. just gets to be more endurable.. most of the time..
Tuesday, May 05, 2026
FIRST ADMENDMENT … LIKE IT OR NOT..
FIRST ADMENDMENT … LIKE IT OR NOT..
The founding fathers gave us several amendments. The first
two were the most important to them.. Freedom
of speech was listed as #1. Freedom to own a gun is #2.. (well, freedom to bare
arms.. I think is the words..)
With the Jimmy Kimmel … like him or hate him … makes no
different, why he said it.. it had to do with Trump’s age difference from his
wife.. He had no clue what was going to happen 3 days LATER.. at that dinner. .
So unless you believe he is a prophet, you have to believe what he meant. He
said it 3 DAYS BEFORE the big dinner. What he said, granted, was crude and rude.
But the court is really in your home.. who controls your
t.v. set? Who reads the paper or another
media? YOU DO.. No one forced you. So if
you hate the likes of Jimmy Kimmel and
other who are comedians.. DON’T WATCH IT..
DON’T READ IT. That is your fault.
There are now hundreds of different
channels . you can scroll by facebook or
internet pages.
In the name of comedy, anything can be said.. doesn’t have to be true.. it can be warped,
bent and etc.. and truth went to the way
side since Nixon’s days.. to even go to
court to sue for slander or definite of character is hard to do.
And if they say… IN
MY OPINION… well that erases truth as you might know it.. as it is their OPINION and they are entitled
to that.. just like you are..
And for those who want to break the 1st Amendment
…
remember the next one down.. could fall
with it as well.. if not before.
It is going to be a long 2 years.. and may the system hold
tight… AND VOTE.. this is mid term
voting.. it is the start of what to look at in 2028. And if you don’t vote.. keep your mouth
shut.. you didn’t care enough to make changes.
Monday, May 04, 2026
HOW MANY BBQ'S ARE ENOUGH
My husband the King.. has a huge smoker type bbq.(he loves cooking his brisket in that) .. he has a pellet stove... and he thew away his Webber away as it rusted out last year.. And TODAY... we went to Home Depot... just to see what regular BBQ are running.. I hate the phase... "lets go look.. just looking"
Because today.. we came home with a two burner Webber (his favorite) ... for cooking just for us...
By the way when we have family over for dinner last week.. he cooked with his pellet... BUT he forgot to add more pellets... needless to say.. dinner was late.. and our son will pass the story on to the other boys.. lol... And that was one of the selling points... You see the pellet stove takes too long to get to the heat you need to cook.. (well... pellets in the hopper.. help..lol)
So once again.. we have 3 BBQ... so how many does your husband have?
Saturday, May 02, 2026
IT ISN'T ABOUT DYING... IT IS ABOUT LIVING..
It isn’t about dying… it is about living….
You can chose to live or die the rest of your life… You have
the choice to live until you die.. or sit and wait to die.. not much fun in
that… but sure is when you chose to live until you die..
When I was a cna many years ago.. we had a lady come to our place.. turn out to be one of my co worker’s sister. She
had just lost her husband a few weeks before..
she had been sick and getting weak.. so she came to us. Health care
Center.. better known as a nursing home
in the old days.. She was grieving as
she had taken care of her husband in ill health for 5 years.. and now he was
gone.. One day she seem to be pretty
low.. I was asked to take her to the
dining room. She could walk, transfer
herself. But was weak, as she wasn’t
eating well. I was putting on her socks
and shoes before she got up into the chair. She was telling me that she was going to die..
she knew it.. I’m next. I asked why she
thought that.. she didn’t have an answer… So being the blunt person that I am.. I told her, you know.. you have a choice..
You can live until you die or you can chose to sit and wait to die.. it is up to you.. she said, yes, I suppose so…. I asked how old was her mother when she
passed.. she said in the upper 80’s.. She was 63… so I told her.. you know.. you might have a long wait if you sit in your
chair and wait to die.. … she looked at me, like I was crazy.. And we went off
to the dining room..
I went on vacation the next day… for week.. I came back and walked by her room and saw it
was empty.. I asked her sister.. where
is she.. she said she is gone.. I told her … I guess she was sicker than I
thought. So sorry for your lost.. The
sister laughed.. and said no… she isn’t dead.. she went home yesterday.. I said oh, good.. good for her.. Then the sister told me the message her
sister told her to give me.. “Tell, Cis
.. I am going home to live until I die.. and for starters.. I am going to do
some travelling that I have wanted to do for years..” The sister told me thank you .. for what ever
you said to her.. by the way.. the sister passed. But the patient one lived for
8 more years..
So you see, we do have some control over how we live …. Or die… So it isn’t about dying.. it is about how you
live..
Wednesday, April 29, 2026
WILL THE 1st AMENDMENT SURVIVE?
Tuesday, April 21, 2026
EARTH DAY
56 YEARS AGO... the first EARTH DAY... how do I know this? because I had my last sweet kid on that day.. she says that makes her older or as old as dirt... So we get to celebrate EARTH DAY and Happy Birthday sweet kid...
The weather is starting to get nice.. although tomorrow is a promise of pour down ran.. well, I guess the earth needs that... it has been droughts all across our nation... So I have been doing maintence yard work... I have one bush, though. I just can't get a handle on it.. It is about 4 feet high.. has tiny yellow flowers that bloom at the end of May to the end of summer... which is its saving grace.. as the rest of the time, it looks like a dead bush.. I went out two days ago... to see if I could trim it.. maybe have it in a shape of a ball.. But it is so full of dead branches that I was trying to get lobbed off.. and the rest has tiny green leaves.. As I got done and step back to see my work.. I thought.... OH MY GOD, IT LOOKS LIKE ME WHEN I CUT MY BANGS... lol. which is not a good look.. So this morning I went back out to see if I could correct it and pick up all the cut branches.. Still not good.. so got the weed whacker and cut the 18 inches of grass around the bottom..... it isn't much better, but a little bit cleaner at the bottom.. So going to have to wait for Ken to see if he can do it better.
So I am heading outside while it is still nice.. Promise of thunderstorm at 8pm... I am going to work on what we call the Memorial garden.. there is some yard art and some small bushes in there.. from times we lost some one. We have a huge... I do mean a huge Burning bush in the front yard.. that some one gave us when Ken's mom pass.. that was about 24 years ago.. it needs to be trimmed as well.. and the memorial garden needs to be weeded.. EVERY YEAR.. I lay down papers and on top of that wood chips and mulch... and every year those dang weeds make it thru.. only good part of this.. while there are about 100 weeds.. they pull up fairly easy, because of the previous years stuff... and i can do it on my hands and knees. which I have found at 86 is easier than standing and pulling..
So enjoy the day.. even pulling weeds is worthy and ALMOST enjoyable in the sun and only a slight breeze..
Friday, April 10, 2026
I am back... lol.. AND can you explain to me.. how this is happening?
Doing better... about 90% better... Starting to get some of the yard work done... brain is working better... well at least up to par for an 86 year old broad... lol... I still have the pain off and on in my elbow area.... but the cold/flu or what ever the hell that was... is gone..... THANK GOD FOR THAT.
So guess that means I should get busy... and the weather is better so ..... yard work.. but came in and figure I was done for the day.... it was only 11am.. oh, well, at least I got a lot done.. tied up rose branches.. lopped off dead branches on roses and some of the other plants.. there is yard art, I got to go thru.. and get rid of it... I have glued and repaint them enough... GONE GONE it will be..
So how is this Spring doing for you all? Hopefully giving you cheer after the winter... and definitely need it with all this insanity of the government... it just blows my mind daily... everything.. and I do mean everything... that I knew to be true... about the laws of how this government has served us for all most 250 years.. has been thrown in the trash... I keep praying to God to help this poor government that is going more and more indebt... and it isn't for the citizens who pay for it... And Congress... what the hell? I have NEVER EVER seen such a worthless bunch... more than ever in history... and since when does the House Speaker get to run the show... NONE OF US.... well, maybe the state he comes from did.. but NONE OF.US VOTED THIS GUY IN.... and the rest of the bunch don't seem to have enough of a back bone.. to get rid of him... I am pretty sure that Congress has got rid of other speakers for less than this little mouse, who does anything Trump says... WHY ARE THINGS STILL HAPPEN , WHEN CONGRESS/GOVERNMENT IS SHUT DOWN.. and yet... the things the American citizen's needs can't be voted on.. EXPLAIN that to me.. Trump demands more money for the war... how can that happen when Congress is shut down?
Someone want to explain that to me? And his wanted and getting angry at NATO for not stepping up to help.. He started this mess..... he did not tell NATO what he had planned.. HE DID NOT TELL NATO.... I am bombing Iran tomorrow..... NATO found just like the rest of us.. AFTER THE FACT.. so why should they help at all.... I thought that was started to help nations... IF SOMEONE ATTACKED THEM. NOT FOR US TO GO ATTACK OTHERS.. but I could be wrong.. Does someone want to explain that to me..
Sunday, March 29, 2026
STILL ALIVE... but not doing 55... lot slower
Well, the good news is that I lost 10 pounds... so got to look at the sunny side of things.. On Tuesday I get to finally after 3 months ....get to see the dr.. at least they say she will be there... but that was over a month ago since I have heard from them.. other than the email of confirmation... felt like answering it saying YEA, I WILL BE THERE.. BUT WILL SHE?
My husband does not go to the dr with me... but he insisted this time he is..,, not sure if he is going with me to back me up.... or to keep me out of jail..
By the way. I use bag balm.. do any of you? reason why I asked... is when one of the desk jockeys heard me say I had been putting bag balm on my shingles to help .... she ask me.. what ever possessed me to put bag balm on... told her BECAUSE I AM A LONG TIME FARM GIRL... as we put bag balm on EVERYTHING... cow, dog, cat, horses, and us.. she said.. she never heard of that.. and I told her.. guess you are NOT A FARM girl... and we left it at that.
so I will let you know if this 85 (almost 86) still know the best about how to take care of herself. and if I don't get back to you before... have a NICE EASTER.... with your family.. it is also my birthday that day...
Sunday, March 22, 2026
MEANWHILE..... trying to get my life back...
Meanwhile….
Meanwhile my life seems to be spirally out of control.. last least how I control it. I take pride in controlling… not others… have
no interest in people. Just keeping control of my own life is hard
enough.
Last week, I went to prayer meeting like I do each Wed..
about 5 to7 of us read off prayer request
for any one and who ever asked us to pray for those of needs.
I got up Thursday about 8 as usual. And barely made it to the bathroom while my
stomach decided what exit was the contents in side using for a exit. Finally deciding rear over toilet.. mouth In side grocery bag. I came out and Ken said he wasn’t feeling too
well either. I told him I was going to
lay down for a while. Now remember by
body is still fighting my nerves with shingles .. this is not good.. I woke up later and sat on the coach.. I
looked at the clock and said . wow.. daylight time is sure stay light for a
longer time.. he gave me a quizzal look…he
said.. you know that is 9:10 in the morning, right? And I asked what day.. Friday morning.. some where between Thursday and Friday.. I lost track…
AND my gait wasn’t doing too well, like I was drunk even though I don’t
drink.. Then I had make a call that I
was suppose to do the night before.. I
apologized thru mess of words.. he said
no problem as he was sick…too. I slept a
good part of Sat. and today is Sunday and
not doing that great either. But least I can put sentence together and make sense.. went outside to feel the warmth of the sun
and breathe fresh air.. Ken is holding
his own. He has made a couple of runs to
the store .. I have slept with the dog
as she felt sorry for me..
What I want to know.. where did I go wrong.. Have not been this sick for years and even
then kept my sense.. what little I have left.
So if you are getting this or can stay away from those stay away.. it is hell…
They say that a bad start if a good ending.. well, Jan to March has been truly hell and hoping to see June show up.. take good care of yourself..
Tuesday, March 17, 2026
WHAT WOULD YOU DO??
What would you do?
We have …most of us..
at one time or another heard the host, John Quinones, ask the
question.. which is the name of his
show.. WHAT WOULD YOU ? He puts them
into situations… and watches to see how they would handle it.. so I am going to set a scene… for you to
see.. and then I will ask you the question…..
Here is the little small town, mixed with a few others.. and
a larger one.. Everyone gets along
pretty good. There are some bits and
pieces of disagreements.. but still, everyone has everyone’s back.. so to
speak.. These towns and neighbors are
pretty tight when the chips are down..
be it weather.. for fires, just
different things in life. Health..
deaths…
50 years later, a man from the big city sees a large farm as
an investment… he buys, puts up fences
and widens out the road… and then puts
down pavement..
Then he starts to rag on the other farmers for not paying
for what he decides is their fair share.
The smaller farms where happy with their dirt road… and were not too happy about being put down for
not doing more. Paying more.. mor taxes…..Althought the smaller towns and
farms helped with plowing the snow, redoing the dirt roads over the
years.. all the thru the years.. the big business man would harp about how
lazy and cheap the rest were.
The big business man found out there was a big mall going in
down the road from the maga farm. He was
not happy, as he figure being his farm
was closest… they would try to take over
some of his land.. He calls a meeting
with all the towns people and farmers..
He was not happy with them as they were not bothered so they were not
interested.. again putting them down for not helping him.. so .. he took it on himself.. to plow up the road to the mall… putting in
pits next to his side of the road that was being built. The mall fought back with a lawsuit.. and he called on the rest of the farms to
help him.. help pay for the
lawyer.. and what ever else… So here is my question…. WHAT WOULD YOU
DO? Remember this maga farmer sees a
profit only place.. who was constantly
putting them down.. calling them cheap and lazy.. and not pulling their weight…. WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
Maybe you might understand why the countries of NATO… are
not jumping on the wagon…..
Thursday, March 12, 2026
sayings that make you think.....
saw on the black board.....
WHILE LISTENING ARE YOU PAYING ATTENTION TO THE SPEAKER....
0R ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE GOING TO SAY FOR A REPLY???....
similar one was.... BEFORE WE SPEAK, ARE WE ALREADY THINKING OF WHAT IS NEXT TO SAY?
Got to admit, I have been guilty of that... but not so much anymore... now I am trying to remember what I was going to say in the answer... as sometime the speaker as they are talking directly to you......go on and on,, to the point you forget what you were going to say... Now that I am older... I figure what the hell, it if isn't important to remember, then it isn't important enough to say.. and walk away.. lol....
Thursday, March 05, 2026
IT IS A PUZZLEMENT...
And
my other question, especially after
Iran bomb OUR base in Quatar? How is
that going down with the Saudi ‘s? I thought!! Saudi’s were Trump new best friends.. you know the Saudi’s who told TRUMP… NOT TO
HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH IRAN!!
Tuesday, February 24, 2026
I miss the days....
I miss the days……..
The days when people were more relaxed.. instead of looking for hate. No matter which side… now days..
there is hate every where.. of anything.. seems like the Ugly American they talked
about in the 1950’s.. is back alive a
not well.. All the of the ones who were
looked down at, when they would spew nastiness..
words to destroy.. most of us looked at them with disgust. Enough so that they would not say it
unless they were around their own.. they
were the 5 %... I think a lot of us
thought it was the bottom of the barrel of the South.. maybe because that is where we thought of the
KKK group who tried their best to promote hate… prejudices… mostly there were
of the blacks..
But for a short time..
in maybe the 80’s heading into the ..1990’s the blacks were starting to get
respect… that people were starting to
see there were good and bad black people .. just like the whites… so they were enjoying actors, and
actresses, singers, and etc.. Lawyers, and bankers and then Senators and Representatives
. Even gays started to live without
having to look over their shoulders.. Finding out that they too, were fine people, singers, actors, or just the guy down the
road who has a flower shop… the lawyer
who steps up and shows they too know the laws and can win a case of many… People were finally look at them all as if
they are just another human being. But
some where .. around the beginning of 2000…
things started to fall apart..
and by 2016.. the hate was back in vengeance … bring it to focus was Mr.
Trump.. he showed them that prejudices
were alive and well. And the under
current came up and the ones where 1. Didn’t know what to do, didn’t know how stand up for those who were
now targets again.. I don’t
understand.. I have been .. around and
had and have friends of these groups… NOT ONE GAY PERSON.. asked me to be gay… they treated me like I was me… NOT ONE BLACK person tried to change me… when they saw respect.. I got respect back. And the one that really throws me is the
hatred that is back from the 1920’s.
the hatred of the Jewish people..
See I was raised around a lot of Jewish people.. my parents had a lot of Jewish friends.. never heard my parents say anything negative
about Jewish people.. Our town has the
oldest Synagogue in the USA.
I babysat for a Jewish family.. I also worked for a produce man.. who taught me a LOT.. there were never any negative words said… I just don’t understand. After I was a full blown adult, that I had
read of prejudices in New Jersey… I was
shock. I went to school with Jewish…
I don’t get it..
AND WHY IS THIS UGLY BACK?
WHY? We have always had some
kind of prejudices.. We had Catholics
not wanting their kids to date and or marry Greece.. or Protestants… or Jewish
not wanting their kids to date and marry out of their religious group.. but none of hate about color, and about feelings.. and etc.. They just wanted to stay in their own
religion…
OH, HOW I WISH I COULD TURN BACK THE CLOCK ON HATE… Just when we were starting to accept each
other for who they were.. they weren’t
trying to change you to who they were… they just want to be themselves.. and for you to be yourself…
Guess, my ex was right…
I wear rose color glasses..
Monday, February 16, 2026
I wish I had taken notes....
I WISH I HAD TAKEN NOTES….
Or even better, kept a journal.. as there is things I remember from over the years. But as I write them down in a book like one of my granddaughters had be do… it just doesn’t seem to come out right.
When some one brings up a subject.. like what did you do for work? In my days, most women were either
secretaries, or store clerks, .or teachers, or..
and then there were nurse aides..
until they got married.. Some of
them did it after they got married..
especially if they were divorced..
Better jobs came along later, as
strong women and society figured out that woman could do just about any job a
man could. Some companies hired those
women because the pay for them was about a 1/3 less than if they hired a
man. And women were so happy to finally
be looked upon as good workers.. Not
knowing until much later that they were getting paid a lot less. Then women started striking or taking it to
court.. Winning some, but not as much as
men. Society found out that woman
could do the same work as men during WWII… when the men went to war.. yet
planes, tanks and etc had to be built..
Women did it.. of course as soon
as the war was over, the women were let go. Even the women pilots were told they
were no longer needed.. And it took
until the 1990’s before there was the recognition of woman workers during the
war. Now you see occasionally a statute
of a woman pilot. War brought on women
workers.. Women following the troops
during the Civil war and taking care of the men who were shot.. was some what a
start of nurses.. Except they were
called.. camp followers.. and were not treated very well, and
let go after the war was over.
It is in the old history books.. if you can find one.. don’t know what the internet did with the
information.
I went the gambit..
Babysitting, clerk in office, waitress, ran a mom and pop ice creams
shop. He was in the Navy and she was a
navy wife with a lot of friends.. and when he was at sea, she was
partying.. so I open the place up.. and she closed it. Then several years later.. I was a helper in a car smashing business
with my husband.. burning cars to get
the copper out of it.. standing on top
of a load, so I could line up the finally car on top. Even smashed a load one time. As my husband had thoughts of over the road
driving again. Only to find out they
wanted to sell him a semi and not use his old truck. So I helped his partner smash a load of cars
while my husband was returning home.
After I took classes in becoming a nurses aide.. and did that for up to 18 years. So you see .. women have been filling in for years.. Now some are heads of companies… but there are
still some that are fighting the system of lower wages and sexual
harassment. So you see, I have done a
few things.. but some how that becomes
blah blah blah.. when some one
ask.. what did you do for work Nana…
And there really is more to that.. the cold mornings of dragging cars to the
place we smashed them.. drinking
coffee to warm up.. Kids up on the top
of old coal piles in the summer… when
they were not school age yet. The
jealousy of another metal smashing company..
how the mill where we dumped off a load and a bit later some explosive
blew up in the grinder.. and the police
grilling my husband to find out where his truck had been after he finished but
before he drove over the mt. to the grinder company near Seattle.
The chief of police making a deal to smash cars left in the
woods… finding titles or paper work so we could… How I had a side job.. thru that chief..
of being their operator of the phones for the city from Friday night to Monday
morning at 8am.
See more to the story of ..
well I was …..
Thursday, February 12, 2026
ARE YOU OLD ENOUGH…. WERE YOU POOR ENOUGH…
In the 1960’s.. there were something called commodities.. On the packages was marked.. MADE FOR US GOVERNMENT. Which meant it was totally only… made for the US GOVERNMENT.
My sister in law and I went down once a month to a building…..got
a shopping basket and went down a roll .. there were about 3 rolls if I recall
right. I had a 3 on my cart and she
had 8 on hers.. it was how many was in your household.
Now Commodities were for those who did not make much money. Bill had just got out of the Navy.. and being
their wasn’t a big call for boat drivers, which is what he did in the
Navy.. driving the officers from land to
ships.. and also LDT landing- something
the other - transportation.. So he
sold encyclopedia books which didn’t pay
much.. about 50 cents an hour and commission on how many sets you sold.. you didn’t sell any? No commission.
My sister in law Willie showed me the ropes.. both in getting the food, plus how to cook
with it.. See this was NOT food
stamps.. Food stamps where you went and
bought what you wanted (with in their guidelines… like no bath soap, no clothes
soap, no toilet paper and etc) What we
got was boxes of flour.. 5 lbs size,
sugar 5 lbs size, 18 inch long
4x4 tins of meat, of cheese and peanut
butter. Which by the way.. was the best ever cheese and peanut
butter… which you could not find any
where else.. as the manufacturer did
not make the product under their own company name. Willie got two of everything and I got
one.. because of the size of our
families. There was powdered milk, which
did make some pretty good milk.. nothing like the commercial ones in the stores
that tasted like paste water.
The other part was you had to know how to cook with these
items.. as there was NO premade food..
it was all up to you to know how to make pancakes, bread, and etc.. even pasta..
I got pretty good at making noodles..
rolling them out and cutting them with a knife and then boiling them. Thanks to Willie showing me how.
Bill learned how to weld from his older brothers and went to
work in the ship yards.. where he got to work on the Navy ships he served
on.. which he made too much money for
us to get any more.
So are you old enough to remember? And were you poor enough ?
Tuesday, February 03, 2026
Think happy thoughts, they say.....
So here I am, still traveling thru the shingles crap... as I have decided to call it.. I am so ready to be over this...
I
am done with the contagious part…the stuff festered, scabbed and dropped
off.. So why are I not done? Oh, no no…
the powers that be say.. NOT SO
FAST CIS…. As it comes the rest of
it.. and you thought you had pain
before.. WELL, HERE IS PAIN… SHARP PAIN…
BURNING PAIN.. PRESSURE PAIN.. in
different parts of the body where the shingles arrived.. And just to make sure I am paying
attention.. it seems during the
scabbing.. and tiny little spot, decided to raise up on my chest.. See the rest of it is from the wrist to the armpit.. the full armpit.. with the elbow on its own.. doing its
thing.. the joint part has reminders
that this is still real.. with extremely
painful sharp stabs… that I swore was 30
seconds.. which turn out to be actually
5 to 6 seconds.. but it arrives when it
wants to.. no warning.. just a huge stab in the joint… enough to make the arm
jerk. And now I read that there is a
phase 3 with this.. where it can last
months and even years for others.. OH
PLEASE, GOD, don’t let me be one of those.
My
son who got this after thanksgiving.. is
still dealing with it.. in its starting
of down hill.. so making that almost 2
month s… Please God don’t let me do more?
Some
of this is hard.. as I have a pretty
good endurance of pain.. at least I
think I do… My mother taught me as a
child…. If you don’t think about the
pain and to busy
yourself.. it will lessen it or have it
disappear for a while.. and if you are
lucky it will go away… So that is how I
have dealt with pain over the years.. UNTIL this. So my pain goes from 9 – 10.. to 8,, but still there.. I tried different creams… which work about 3 days and then back to the
old pain… so have been rotating it..
Keep telling myself.. next week
it will be better..
So
after reading this.. if you have not
gotten the shingles shot…. Get it…
unless you are in to pain..
And as much as you think, you can think it away.. NOT.. going to happen..
Monday, January 26, 2026
Well, I am still surviving the shingles.. I have reached the non contagious... section.. the scabs have come and went. now left with the redness and nerve pain... so according to my son, who started his just after Christmas ... I am over the hump... hopefully so... as the pain is bad enough.. I am containing it somewhat.. with iprobem.. ,
we have been watching odd channels for the past 2 weeks,... the King got attached to a show called SUE THOMAS... FB/EYE well worth the watch. about a woman who is deaf.. and has a yellow lab for her dog..
We took a break this weekend, just in time to hear the next WORSE THING .... I have a newsletter email that i read.. he is pretty solid of looking at both sides of life... so if you are not a news person. skip this.. and bow out.. it is long.. as he is through. In the meantime. stay warm and dry.. try to look thru life in your own back yard. it is kind of like the bird who sticks their head in the sand... and it feels horrible to be that way... as I can't get this horror show to stop.
this is from a email newsletter I get... I have 3 but this one is a little more refine and to me.. is far more truthful and sees all sides.. even if we don't agree, I find him more stright forward... looks at both sides and then gives his opinion... if you like how he thinks.. google a newsletter called Tangle...
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