THANK GOD THAT THIS YEAR IS OVER… So we say good bye to 2021…. And Hello…… to……
2022
May your evening be joyous.. and May God bless us as we start this new year. So we wish you good health… to stay safe.
I am just an old gal, with some time on her hands, and loose thoughts from time to time... Wife, mother of 8, grandmother of 20 and great-grandmother of 35
THANK GOD THAT THIS YEAR IS OVER… So we say good bye to 2021…. And Hello…… to……
2022
May your evening be joyous.. and May God bless us as we start this new year. So we wish you good health… to stay safe.
THE UPS AND DOWNS OF OUR YEAR…
The year started out with the downs of life... within 38 days of the year, The King lost his brother to the side effects of cancer.
As you
probably read in the blog we spent many days helping out his widow, dealing
with their STUFF. And still have a ways
to go with that…
The ups came at the end of June when we ventured out away from home after a year of hiding with the covid threats.
We went to
see our children, grandchildren and great grandchildren… as you read about our trip in late June and
early July… getting to see the famous WOREL BROS. CHAMPION CAR RACE…
The rest of the year was ups and downs with small stuff of life… But come December … the King and I have both had our share of downs. As I wrote on my facebook page.
Well, that was embarrassing.. had an ah ha moment of...HELP, I FELL DOWN AND I CAN'T GET UP.. was walking ... well, wobbling out thru the snow which is 3 feet tall in the front yard.. to the bush to put up bird feeder blocks.. half way there, I lost my balance and down I went.. could not stand up, so got on my knees to push up.. one foot went down to almost the bottom (still could feel snow under it) but could not get the other foot under me.. threw a snowball at the window... Ken comes out on the porch and says...WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING? .. told him to throw the long handle brush over to me.. and used that as a stick to be able to stand.. finish my trouping out there to the bush.. put the block in the frame... and headed back.. with broom as a cane..
I love the snow.. l love the snow.. keep
reminding me . and HELL NO, i DIDN'T DO A SNOW ANGEL...... felt more like the
beached snow whale..
And then on Sunday, the King went out to see our daughter and to drop off some cough meds for our grandson. His driveway was impossible to travel, so the King left it with his mother. In the process of walking down her walkway, he too, took and spill… and with calls out to our daughter, she got a chair for him to help himself stand back up. Not the best of ways to end the year.
Trouble with falling and luckily (we count our blessings of no broken bones) while not hurt badly, … only damage is the pride or dignity of the fall. While we kind of pride ourselves with still being spry…it is times like this ..we find ourselves vulnerable. Guess it is our winter exercise that keeps us going and so far strong……. it is called the snow removal exercise… Shoveling, snow blowing, and plowing.. You poor people down there in the Southern states.. aren’t privy to such a great time…
The tone of the voice….
For one thing, we don’t get a tone of voice thru our written word.. Be it text, email, or even letters. Not unless you use a lot of tiny pictures of your emotions to do with the words. And 99.9% of the people don’t use those. Unless they are on Faeebook.
So with the written word, we
lose about half of our communication meanings. And a lot of times feelings get
hurt from the written word. Some of that is the fault of the reader. As the
reader puts in their own emotion to the words.
I was even accused of being
harsh because of what I had wrote. When
I told the reader, I didn’t think I was harsh.. they said well the tone of your
note was. I asked them how did they get
that from those words on a piece of paper?
Well, it is the way you are? I
said excuse me? I talk harsh? Well, you
do when you are strong feeling about a issue.
I looked at the person and said.. Wow.. so you are judging by what you
THINK I might be feeling. I told the
person I was not mad, or angry when I wrote the note. I told her, that I was
just stating a fact. I asked her if I
sounded harsh now as I talked? She said,
well, no. Do I sound angry? No… I told her it sadden me, that she
automatically felt I was angry without hearing my voice.. And I felt maybe when
I wrote things.. I should maybe put smiling faces near the words so to show I
was not angry. She said that would be
silly…
And I also thought .. do I do
that too, do I inject the writers emotions when I read what they wrote? I hope
not.. Of course if you use capitals.. it gives you the notion, or !! with the
words, it gives the urgent of the words.
Then there is the tone of
voice when you do speak to someone. Some
people you talk to, it is a soft tone. Business is a little more sharper to get
your point over, or softer if you are trying to get your point over with out coming
on strong. Talking to a woman is different than talking to a man. With women we
tend to be softer, and caring type of emotion words. With men, because they talk either matter of
factly, or strongly, depending on the situation. Men tend to be less emotional
as they talk.
Some women tend to take
exception to men in their lives, if their man talks softly to a woman. Thinking
it is more personal, when that is the furthest from the way the man means his
words. Maybe because men have been taught to be respectful of women and their
feelings. So it is a matter of up bring
by one’s parents.
I know I talk probably softer
when I talk to my daughter and daughter in laws… where has I have a sharper
tone when talking to my son’s. Never thought about it until recently, when
talking about the tone of one’s voice and words written.
But it would be true. Men are from Mars and women are from Venus…
and of course there is always the exception.
We won’t even talk about the
difference of men talking in the garage over working on a car as appose to
talking in public. Some times the same can be said of women when they are
solely among women.
MERRY CHRISTMAS....to you ALL...
We have been warned….
“You will shoot your eye out”, was the warning on the movie.. Christmas story…
And our parents.. mostly our
mothers, told us we will be deaf by the time we got to be her age..
Well, I made it pass that….
As she was in her 40’s… But as time is taking me by at full speed, I am
learning she was right.. just it was longer than what she thought.
Well, it was a week and half
AFTER Thanksgiving and it wasn’t ok.
I found out that I have to
have BOTH hearing aides in .. in order for a hearing aide to work
completely. I could hear with the one
better than I could with NONE.. but barely.
And it was great to get the
other one back as I can hear better. Not
great.. haven’t hear great for years..
About 10 years.. So .. ha ha.. Mom, I made it 20 years more than you thought.
What I have found out by going with only one and not hearing well, AT ALL.. that I join less conversations.. depended on computer and writing instead of talking.. Phone calls were horrible for both sides.. the caller and me. I left the phone answering to the King mostly.
I found myself, isolating
myself more. Not wanting to go anywhere,
if I was going to have to listen to anything.
It didn’t help that the King
would get upset with me as well.. until
he saw how frustrated I was, and he would apologize for it.
I even bought a cheap pair at
Walmart to try to get thru..It helped a little but it too was murder for
dealing with phones.
So for you young people..
take good care of your ears.. you only get one pair.. and hearing aides help..
but they are not that great.
Heading down the end of the year....
Here we are, heading down the
end of the year and on the last 5 days before the big blow out of presents…
Last minute thoughts of what to get. The race to find something, anything to
make the other people smile.. And hope
you got it right.
Also the season of yo yo
attitudes.. The feel good of the season..
so happy and yet fights over the shopping area, or toy you have to have
for your child.
I am a bah humbug Christmas person. So I will let you sort it all out.. Enjoy the madness of shopping, and cooking before the big day..
12-20-2021 lots of 2’s and 1’s
..
I did tell you I am not crafty, right?
Once again, I have proven, I am NOT a craft person. My youngest daughter keeps trying, but I just don’t have it.
My sweet husband wanted to do ginger bread houses with the boys.. I told him, he could, but count me out. I just don’t do well.
But yesterday, he dragged me screaming into it. He had bought the boxes of the kits. How hard can it be, he says. Well, when you see the results, you will understand how silly that reply is.
I got dragged in, because he
was going to help one of the boys and the poor little guy got stuck with
me.
I would tell you that I
followed the instructions but they were sadly not a very good one.. I think
they figured everyone knew how to do it.. here is the stuff to do it with. NOT…
First off there were no clear
pictures or words to what was what. So it was a guessing game for me.
Off we go, we see that they
painted the front and back with the red.
(look gawdy to me). Then they showed in the big picture how they were
stuck to gether. YEA, RIGHT. First of
all the red nor the green pastey stuff did not glue anything together. It keep falling apart. The clamps that the
King has in his garage came to mind but figure it would be over kill. Then the
lightbulb went off .. I had icing in the can in the pantry. So go that and smeared that baby. It started
to stay somewhat together. Leaning it
against the box. As I am doing my best …
I happen to catch out of the corner of my eye… the spatula we were using for
smearing the coloring on the ends, was swinging by me, on to the side
piece of ginger bread square. By my
sweet heart of a great grandson. He was swinging with such glee, (I lowered my
head in craft pain.. of oh shit) and I thought.. oh, well, this now has become
a tiny house, as I snapped the other side piece in half.. Ah a modern updated tiny house.. lol… I finally got the sides to all stay together…
I put frosting on the plate and stuck it on a plate, and poured out all of the
bags of beads, snowflakes and etc.. and slide the plate over to my sweet 2 and
half year old great grandson. I showed him to pick up the stuff with his
fingers and let them dripple on the house. Which he did with great glee.
Now on to the older boys
house, as the King had deserted the ship, when he could not get the sides to
glue together and they all collapsed.
And his had one side missing, so he too had snapped the side in half..
wa la.. another modern day tiny house..
Now this one was a challenge.
The sides did not exactly match. So it
was not only try to glue the sides together with the cake icing.. but also
filling in the gaps. Also this lovely
house had twizlers for the roofing. You
know like hard licorice. Once I got the
thing to stick together, which was a chore. (the sides keep trying to slide
in.) After taking the roof off
twice..and smeared frosting on the corners… and replace the roof.. I smeared
frosting all over the roof and every nook and cranny Slide the house over to the older one and
said have at it.. and remember do what ever you want to do…it is your
gingerbread house.. so put what you want.
He looked at me and said.. anything?
I said yes.. anything, how ever you want to .. it is yours to do ..
there is no wrong way, because it is yours to do.. The only one who has to like
it, is you.. ok.. OK, he said with great gusto.
And he did. He had the twizler
The Post Office even topped itself..
In the past years I have
complain about the USPS… I had sent a
package of George magazine to a friend.. It arrived from
I bought my daughter who
lived in Kelso
I sent a package to my
daughter in law and it went from
But this time .. the post office has outdone itself.
I bought a hoodie from my
cousin’s company. IN
And for those of you who are
not really sure where
I know better than to complain the USPS.. because they won’t even acknowledge my complaint.
They have by their own
admission said they were going to be slower, and more expensive.. but I think
this is over the top, when they send it over 6,000 miles round trip, out of its way.
Good luck getting your
Christmas package in time.
OH, I forgot the best part…
this package was sent PRIORY MAIL!!!
Day of sadness…..
Those of us over the age of
50.. remember this day .. before even Kennedy got shot. Very few are alive from those days of
December 7, 1941. The bombing of
While in school.. we learn
about it in History class. It was the worse thing had had EVER happen to the
United States of American. Even worse than World War One… First time any of our land had been bombed by
a foreign country.
As those of my own age see
that it is pushed aside.. somewhat downsized… with a few mentions in any
media… it saddens us.
Yes, there has been other
incident that have happen.. The killing
of Kennedys, Robert and John.. Martin
Luther King.. and of course the two bombings of the World Trade Centers.
But this day also had great sadness for our family as well… my sister in law.. the King’s sister committed suicide. Suicide as anyone will tell you, is a horror for any family. So many questions of, could you save them.. and the true answer most of the time is no.. With her.. in the note she did leave behind… her words there that stuck in my mind until this very day…. “Love is not enough”… for surely she knew she was loved by all who knew her.. So many friend who showed up at her celebration of life… her family.. and more.
There are so many groups for
suicide.. to help prevent.. for those who are thinking of it.. to call on… but I have yet to find an easy answer to any
of it..
Some say it is a selfish
act.. and it is easy to think that.. after all, we all would do anything. Yet
those who try and succeed never look but at that one dark moment, when all is
lost to THEM.. And as she said… Love isn’t enough.
But we still have to keep
trying to head it off.. for all those who will listen and stop.
For all of those who have
lost a friend, a family member, and others… our hearts go out to you. Considered yourself hugged..
And for those who are even thinking of it.. Please know.. there is love waiting for you.. please stop.
my favorite picture of her... vacation in Europe
Still miss you, kid....
So begins the STAFFHOOD ….
So he was an outside cat, who
lived in one of the sheds. A lover for sure..
Everytime she came out, he would curl up around her leg. Purring all the way..
He has been an outside cat…
used to silence .. with the exception of birds and wildlife around.. and the
two humans who lived in the house.
When we said we were ready to
get another cat.. Ours died about 6 years ago… and one kitty deal fell
thru… my daughter told us to come get
him.. he is a lover, she said.
So with cat litter in hand..
and a litter box from our sister in law… we went out to meet him. Mr no name…
And true to her word, he was a lover.. Happy to meet us.. purring and
going around our legs.. So we found a
carrying cage and brought him home.. He
was really leery of this vehicle that was taking him to God only knows where.
Once in the house.. he hid..
found him, pick him up and petting him, and him purring.. So not so much not liking us, but
scared. He hid in the litter box..
(well, at least he will know where to go, right?) Then the bathroom, and then the hall.. Every
time coming to me with no problem. Sat with him on the couch. And he relaxed
enough to sleep, but as soon as I moved.. he was up and GONE.. Behind our chairs, in the bathroom.. and
ended up back to hiding in the litter box.
Each time glad to let me pet him, but not liking the house except where
it was dark.
This morning, I found him under our bed.. When I called for him, after all the other places were empty.. and used a flashlight to look under the bed (only place left) .. he came out. He was happy to see me.. purred.. let me hold him and pet him. Sat on the couch with me.. but again.. gone under the bed again, when I moved. Came out later in the morning when I went in there.. So I picked him up and took him to the food. Which he had not eaten at other times. He had been drinking water, so that I was glad.. but with me standing there.. he ate the food.. I was happy for that. I showed him the litter box again.. but he backed up.. let me pet him.. talked to him.. and then GONE again.. to the bedroom..
Now when I go in there, he
comes out from under the bed. But doesn’t like to go to the living room.. so
again I figured it was the crowd voices..
I think he will be fine, once he gets that the voices are of no harm to
him..
I did order a covered bed for
him.. being he likes to be in dark
places.. hopefully it will make him feel more secure in the living room.
So once again… we are THE
STAFF… got to get a few toys.. and all should be good.
Here he is… KIT KAT…
for now at least..