MEANWHILE..... trying to get my life back...

 

Meanwhile….

Meanwhile my life seems to be spirally out of control..  last least how I control it.   I take pride in controlling… not others…   have no  interest in people.  Just keeping control of my own life is hard enough.

Last week, I went to prayer meeting like I do each Wed.. about 5  to7 of us read off prayer request for any one and who ever asked us to pray for those of needs.   

I got up Thursday about 8 as usual.  And barely made it to the bathroom while my stomach decided what exit was the contents in side using for a exit.   Finally deciding rear over toilet..  mouth In side grocery bag.  I came out and Ken said he wasn’t feeling too well either.   I told him I was going to lay down for a while.   Now remember by body is still fighting my nerves with shingles .. this is not good..    I woke up later and sat on the coach.. I looked at the clock and said . wow.. daylight time is sure stay light for a longer time..   he gave me a quizzal look…he said.. you know that is 9:10 in the morning, right?  And I asked what day..  Friday morning..  some where between Thursday and Friday..  I lost  track…  AND my gait wasn’t doing too well, like I was drunk even though I don’t drink..  Then I had make a call that I was suppose to do the night before..  I apologized thru mess of words..   he said no problem as he was sick…too.  I slept a good part of Sat.  and today is Sunday and not doing that great either. But least I can put  sentence together and make sense..    went outside to feel the warmth of the sun and breathe fresh air..      Ken is holding his own.  He has made a couple of runs to the store ..  I have slept with the dog as she felt sorry for me..  

What I want to know.. where did I go wrong..  Have not been this sick for years and even then kept my sense.. what little I have left.

So if you are getting this or can stay away from those  stay away.. it is hell…  

They say that a bad start if a good ending..  well, Jan to March has been truly hell    and hoping to see June show up..  take good care of yourself..

 

WHAT WOULD YOU DO??

 

What would you do?  

We have …most of us..  at one time or another heard the host, John Quinones,   ask the question..  which is the name of his show..    WHAT WOULD YOU ? He puts them into situations… and watches to see how they would handle it..  so I am going to set a scene… for you to see.. and then I will ask you the question…..

Here is the little small town, mixed with a few others.. and a larger one..  Everyone gets along pretty good.  There are some bits and pieces of disagreements.. but still, everyone has everyone’s back.. so to speak..    These towns and neighbors are pretty tight when the chips are down..  be it weather..  for fires, just different things in life.  Health.. deaths…

50 years later, a man from the big city sees a large farm as an investment…   he buys, puts up fences and widens out the road…  and then puts down pavement..

Then he starts to rag on the other farmers for not paying for what he decides is their fair share.    The smaller farms where happy with their dirt road…  and were not too happy about being put down for not doing more.  Paying more..  mor taxes…..Althought the smaller towns and farms helped with plowing the snow, redoing the dirt roads over the years..    all the thru the years..  the big business man would harp about how lazy and cheap the rest were.

The big business man found out there was a big mall going in down the road from the maga farm.  He was not happy,  as he figure being his farm was closest…  they would try to take over some of his land..   He calls a meeting with all the towns people and farmers..   He was not happy with them as they were not bothered so they were not interested.. again putting them down for not helping him..     so .. he took it on himself..  to plow up the road to the mall… putting in pits next to his side of the road that was being built.   The mall fought back with a lawsuit..  and he called on the rest of the farms to help him..   help pay for the lawyer..  and what ever else…   So here is my question…. WHAT WOULD YOU DO?     Remember this maga farmer sees a profit only place..   who was constantly putting them down.. calling them cheap and lazy..  and not pulling their weight….      WHAT WOULD YOU DO?

Maybe you might understand why the countries of NATO… are not jumping on the wagon….. 

sayings that make you think.....

 saw on the black board..... 

WHILE LISTENING ARE YOU PAYING ATTENTION TO THE SPEAKER.... 

0R ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE GOING TO SAY FOR A REPLY???.... 

similar one was....  BEFORE WE SPEAK,  ARE WE ALREADY THINKING  OF WHAT IS NEXT TO SAY?  

Got to admit, I have been guilty of that...  but not so much anymore...    now I am trying to remember what I was going to say in the answer...   as sometime the speaker as they are talking directly to you......go on and on,,   to the point you forget what you were going to say...    Now that I am older...   I figure what the hell,  it if isn't important to remember, then it isn't important enough to say..  and walk away..   lol....

IT IS A PUZZLEMENT...

Over the weekend..   Trump decided to bomb Iran..     I couldn't believe it..   WHY..  First he had already bomb it …. what last year?   While they have been busy trying to repair things..  they were no where near getting ready to bomb as ..  as Trump and his stooges are trying to make us believe..  Next they have nothing to travel that far with a bomb..  to get to us..    an hour after the first bombs hit.. we hear that Israel was with us as we bomb them..    so again..  I ask..  WHY ARE WE BATTLING FOR ISRAEL?   THIS IS NOT OUR FIGHT…  Israel has the most to gain..   then we hear that Trump and his stooges hear that Israel was actually going to do that soon..    WHY DID TRUMP think we should???..

And my other question,   especially after Iran bomb OUR base in Quatar?   How is that going down with the Saudi  ‘s?     I thought!!  Saudi’s were Trump new best friends..  you know the Saudi’s who told TRUMP… NOT TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH IRAN!!

THIS DEFINITELY A PUZZLEMENT…      and then the congress voted .. the REPUBLICAN  vote to not put any brakes on Trump in this..   what the HELL.??