Meanwhile….
Meanwhile my life seems to be spirally out of control.. last least how I control it. I take pride in controlling… not others… have
no interest in people. Just keeping control of my own life is hard
enough.
Last week, I went to prayer meeting like I do each Wed..
about 5 to7 of us read off prayer request
for any one and who ever asked us to pray for those of needs.
I got up Thursday about 8 as usual. And barely made it to the bathroom while my
stomach decided what exit was the contents in side using for a exit. Finally deciding rear over toilet.. mouth In side grocery bag. I came out and Ken said he wasn’t feeling too
well either. I told him I was going to
lay down for a while. Now remember by
body is still fighting my nerves with shingles .. this is not good.. I woke up later and sat on the coach.. I
looked at the clock and said . wow.. daylight time is sure stay light for a
longer time.. he gave me a quizzal look…he
said.. you know that is 9:10 in the morning, right? And I asked what day.. Friday morning.. some where between Thursday and Friday.. I lost track…
AND my gait wasn’t doing too well, like I was drunk even though I don’t
drink.. Then I had make a call that I
was suppose to do the night before.. I
apologized thru mess of words.. he said
no problem as he was sick…too. I slept a
good part of Sat. and today is Sunday and
not doing that great either. But least I can put sentence together and make sense.. went outside to feel the warmth of the sun
and breathe fresh air.. Ken is holding
his own. He has made a couple of runs to
the store .. I have slept with the dog
as she felt sorry for me..
What I want to know.. where did I go wrong.. Have not been this sick for years and even
then kept my sense.. what little I have left.
So if you are getting this or can stay away from those stay away.. it is hell…
They say that a bad start if a good ending.. well, Jan to March has been truly hell and hoping to see June show up.. take good care of yourself..
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